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UPDATED SURVEY (COMPARE!)

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:39:07 GMT

Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[x ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single.
[ x] I'm in a relationship.
[x ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I've been anorexic or bulimic.
[ x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ x I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I stole this from patrick

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 00:45:01 GMT

Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I've been anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[x] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ x I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 02:07:13 GMT

Have You Ever:

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? like 3 hours

2. Slept in a different bed? Yeah.

3. Made out in a movie theatre? Yeah.

4. Made out in the forest? Yeah

5. Thought your cousin was hot? When I was little

7. Slept naked? every night

8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? no

9. Gone over the speed limit? yes
10. Painted your room? yes

11. Drove a car? Every day.

12. Danced in front of your mirror? a lot

13. Gotten a hicky? yes

14. Been dumped? Yeah.

15. Stole money from friend? Never, that's ridiculous

16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? Yes!

17. Been in a fist fight? No!

18. Snuck out of your house? yes

19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? All the time

20. Been arrested? no

21. Made out with a stranger? Yes

22. Left your house with out telling your parents? Yes

23. had crush on your neighbor? No

24. Ditched school to do something more fun? No

25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes

26. Seen someone die? Yes
27. Been on a plane? No.

28. Kissed a picture? yes

29. Slept in until 3? no

30. Love someone or miss someone right now? Yes.

31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes

32. Made a snow angel? yes

33. Played dress up? oh yeah

34. Cheated while playing a game? Yes!

35. Been lonely? Yes

36. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes

37. Been to a club? yes

38. Felt an earthquake? yes

39. Touched a snake? Yeah.

40. Ran a red light? yes

41. Been suspended from school? no
42. Had detention? yup - 2
43. Been in a car accident? Yes
44. Hated the way you look? every day

45. Witnessed a crime? yes.

46. Been lost? yes

47. Been to the opposite side of the country? No.

48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? Yeah.

49. Cried yourself to sleep? Too many times.

50. Sang karaoke? Yes!

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? Yeah.

52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? Yeah!
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes.

54. Kissed in the rain? yes

55. Sung in the shower? every day
56. Had a dream that you married someone? yes

57. Glued your hand to something? No.

58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no.

59. Ever gone to school partially naked? ha ha ha....

60. Been a cheerleader?YES!

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 00:46:23 GMT

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? Got my license... Made a nationally televised commercial ( check MTV)Auditioned for a play, went to a party

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I live for the moment.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Theresa!

4. Did anyone close to you die? Grandmother

5. What countries did you visit? just here

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? Better complexion, more confidence

7. 4-H Teen camp in Feb.

June 23rd-- My commercial

July-- State leadership camp!

October---THE saddest and loneliest month in my life

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? My commercial lol

9. What was your biggest failure? School

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?. Only to my heart

11. What was the best thing you bought? 2 cars, pretty stuff for my room

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My Mother...who can do anything

13. Whose behavior made you depressed? Tim, Dan, Kimi, Ben, Brad, Sarah, Sami, on and on

14. Where did most of your money go? GAS, My car, beauty and health products

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Commercial, the Fair, The love of my life

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?

Build me up buttercup

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? Much more depressed

b) richer or poorer? My bank account has lost $563.96 since last year

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Spent time with Trista

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Wishing, Hoping and Dreaming..Being depressed, crying. Hurting.

20. How did you spend Christmas? At home

21. Did you fall in love in 2005? Yes

22. What was your favorite TV program? Nip/Tuck

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? I don't hate anyone

24. What was the best book you read? Weetzie Bat

25. What was your greatest musical discovery? Disney songs

26. What did you want and get? Life

27. What was your favorite film of this year?

27. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 17 I went to watch Athens High School

28. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Practicing music more

29. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005? Funky, vintage, everything.

30. What kept you sane? Someone...

31. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Martha Stewart

32. What political issue stirred you the most? Gay marraige

33. Who did you miss? Jeanine!.

34. Who was the best new person you met in 2005? Brittany from camp!!!!!!.

35. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005: No matter how bad things are, be thankful people love you

36. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: ".Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

.."

These answer I know didn't take a lot of time, but I don't have that much time b/c I need to go clean and shower.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 17:05:45 GMT

I beg everyone to go visit their relatives more often in the coming year and to visit all your friends that you don't see very much. You may never see them again.

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on

I love you all

Tyler

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 13:23:31 GMT

Bah Humbug! lol. Christmas is so silly.

My car is in the shop. Fun stuff. I'm reallly tired right now, I think I need to shower and lie back down.

Huggles

Tyler

Saturday, December 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 14:20:32 GMT

Last night we won our game against Meigs! WOOT. Some fans went crazy after the game and I thought there was going to be a fight! It's just a dumb high school game people! I mean come on.

My grandmother is letting me use her work car since mine BROKE DOWN Thursday night in the middle of Hollie's uphill driveway! Arg. That was both dumb and scary!!! So last night I went to the Frantic Santa sale in Middleport and bought gifts for people at 11:30pm... and then I came hoooommme.

Today I'm going to see all the family and whatnot, and then coming home to go to bed!!

Love

Tyler

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 00:37:28 GMT

Today I went to the bandroom to help Mrs. Kuhn with paperwork. That was fun. We all went to eat at Bob Evans...which was also exciting.

None of my friends really like me I guess, they're always busy doing something. I think my problem is I try to be friends with everyone, but they already have the friends they want. Oh well I can't complain...when Emma learns to talk she can be my pal.

Tyler

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 00:54:03 GMT

Today I sat around a whole bunch. Life is so boring, and I can't handle staying home. I get severely depressed without any friends to be around; that's why I spent the day calling people! I talked to Rachel and her father, Rosa, Tim, Brad N. , Hollie, Olivia's father and lots and lots of voicemails.

Somebody call me!

Love

Tyler

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 04:34:32 GMT

Sigh. My heart is ripped wide open for the world to see. My dreams, my thoughts, my very existence is invaded by you every waking moment of my life. Why? Why do you haunt me? Why am I forced to endure this pain you have wrought upon me? I love you. I love you though it wounds me to do so. I love you.